Monday, June 30, 2008
Why don't you and I
-Nickelback
Since the moment I spotted you,
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes,
My stomach's filled with the butterflies,
Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I'd got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied,
Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.
When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take,
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around,
Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied.
Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.
Slowly I begin to realize,
This is never going to end
Right about the same time you walk by,
And I say 'Oh here we go again',
Oh!
Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.
So I'll say why don't You and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say you why don't You and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.
this song is love man. sweet beyond words. hahahaha.
spain won! and i reached home at six plus. the feeling is kinda surreal. coz its like my sisters were all dressed and ready to go to sch and i was like good night! haha. thankfully my mom didnt slaughter me and hang me outside to dry. worth it though, to see spain take the cup (: and, ive decided to stop drinking so much. stop laughing, honestly. drank more than ever before man. shanker and co are such bad influences. everytime my glass is half full he'll go so what do u want nxt? same or diff? and he insists on getting a new drink every time. oh well. he was paying anyway (: our whole table was on him. haha. think theres a huge hole in his pocket now. they drank like one million jugs of beer la. but they were good company (: and shanker's friend was damn sporting. haha coz its his birthday so they made him drink alot of killer stuff man. but he was still okay. at least he didnt like fall off his chair or sth. hahaha. but, anyway, ive decided to stop drinking so often. im damn sick of stumbling home and feeling out of control and lying on my bed and feeling my heart pounding and floating instead of sleeping and being so tired all the time. its time to be good! hahahaha.
time to work. till next!
HELLO STALKER! YOU KNOW I KNOW YOU"RE THERE!!!!
a star fell from the sky;
4:53 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
what a week. its been one hell of a rollercoaster man. ming has feelings too u know! one thing at a time man guys.
and i [or rather we] had e rollerblading accident of our lives man. haha. jov and i went rollerblading again on wed. walked there, limped back. all because of our foolhardiness in trying some deceiving slope that is steeper than it looks man. jov landed in the grass and i landed on my butt. we didnt collide into one another, thankfully. but i saw her landing in e grass and e nxt thing i knew i felt i'd rather not have a butt. haha honestly. it was so painful i cldnt get up for awhile. and sat moaning on e ground. sorry but it really hurt la. and its still hurting now. cant even walk properly or bend because of it man. and i can forget abt running or any physical activity for awhile. haha. hope it gets better soon. pls, butt. dont be so mean to me man.
sore throat to end all sore throats, hurting butt like never before. what a great week for ming.
have a better weekend ahead guys :)
oh and check out why don't you and i by nickelback. rocks my aching socks :)
a star fell from the sky;
10:30 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
has life always been like this?
a star fell from the sky;
11:44 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
and I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings taking control
of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings taking control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize it was always there just never spoken
Now I'm waiting here
Been waiting here
Just so you know
This feelings taking control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know
a star fell from the sky;
12:52 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
ming is in the only state she ever is in at 2.04am.
inebriated and convinced that shes invincible.
cheers.
a star fell from the sky;
1:55 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
i love this man. check it out quick!
In Love With a Girl
-Gavin DeGraw
So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who you with
Take the pain of protecting your name, from the crutch to the cane to the highwire
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her,
Took my sweet time when I was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when I wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl
I'm in love with a girl
Out the many broken back doors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down from the thrones without leaving any windows,
But you drown in a piece for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the tactless one has a short life
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her,
Took my sweet time when I was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when I wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl
I'm in love with a girl
Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now I know there's nothing we cant preach,
'cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her,
Took my sweet time when I was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when I wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl
I'm in love with a girl
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when I wanna fight
Now someone understand me
five hours away, 754686436845213 miles apart, 9 more days to go.
a star fell from the sky;
10:49 AM
Friday, June 13, 2008
last weekend i helped my cousin out at her booth at the thai festival. meaning, i camped at the thai embassy with packets of ice and bottles of wine for five days. it was pretty interesting actually. e stuff is the same every day so its not like u can buy alot of stuff. but it was fun to get to know e backstage people at the fair. like e organisers, the sound engineers, etc. and the food was absolutely awesome. luckily i had five days to try all the food at the fair. haha. i didnt eat every single thing la, but i tried everything i wanted to :) and they were giving free manicures! obviously not e same kind u get at a real manicure but its good enough for me man. i went for a manicure twice! haha. got bright pink nails e first time. e second time i came back with this really pretty dark purple and glittery nails. omg i love that colour. its just gorgeous. really! haha. the second last night of the fair was fun. they had some performance at the stage in front of our booth so there was super alot of people hanging around there. business wasnt good coz everyone was already drinking the singha beer like theres no tmr, and no damage to our poor livers. but e organiser and some friendly stallholders actually koped lotsa food and beer for us and came over to chill at our booth man. that was a good night man.
last night our dearest lala and i finished e rest of my bacardi at pizzeria. we were damn high after that. shanker's drunk friend was there too den he kept telling us long long stories about goodness knows what. lala and i were super amused that he and shanker sounded exactly the same. they have e exact same accent and pronounce some words in e exact same way la. prob coz their both nepalese. and his friend loved to use the word appreciate. every other sentence he said has appreciate in it. like, i appreciate you because you appreciate rum. i appreciate your friend's perfume. the customer appreciated me. we were trying our best not to laugh in front of him man. and we didnt even know he was drunk until at the end when he told us this totally contradicting story. coz he didnt look in the least bit drunk. but the story gave him away man. it totally didnt make sense. haha.
after that we went down to watch germany vs croatia. im sure you guys know e outcome of e match. after that i went home and had e scariest cab ride of my life man. firstly the cab driver looked kinda scary, not the uncle uncle kinda cab drivers which i feel so safe with. haha. and den he asked me how to go to lornie road. i wasnt sure either so i just said go by adam road. den he said adam road very long, do you want to go by mount pleasant? i wasnt sure where that was so i just said okay. and i tell you mount pleasant is e scariest route you can ever go alone with a cab driver at three am in the morning. if a cab driver ever tells you to go by there, say NO! after e cab driver turned into mount pleasant den he told me some women wld rather pay more to go by thomson road coz mount pleasant is really quiet. i was like thanks for telling me only now man. good job. mount pleasant is a nightmare at night. honestly. its really dark and quiet and winding. the kinda road that if u scream no one will hear. when he turned in i was like SHIT this is how people get murdered man. and it seemed to last forever! on and on and on. i was like come on already! but the alcohol was super calming so i cldnt bring myself to panic even though my brain was screaming ming ming you're in deep shit! what if its a dead end and e road doesnt lead anywhere?! cant tell you how relieved i was to see the green thomson road sign. i was like THANK GOD!!!! never been so grateful to get home in one piece man. and if i ever meet another cab driver who recommends MOUNT PLEASANT im gonna whack the shit outta him. haha. now you know guys, be warned!!!!
a star fell from the sky;
5:37 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
this has been a pretty cool week. haha. work was super duper boring. e kind that u really have trouble keeping awake because its so boring. luckily i have interesting fellow waitresses to chat the time away :)
went shopping with jovena on wed :) she bought her bag! haha and i bought a skirt :) den i had to go to work. and mimi came to chijmes for a drink with me after work! hahahhaha. we went to le baroque. the live band there is really damn good! can barely hear each other though so its not really somewhere u go to have a conversation. hahahaha. it was a good night though :)
had driving on thursday again. and omg directional change is e most difficult thing ive learnt in my short driving career man. its like wth how can anyone reverse and come out of a 90 degree lot without hitting anything!? in limited space too man. level of difficulty reaches the 84651353484th level for ming :( how am i going to park nxt time!? hahaha.
on friday night my entire family went to republic poly for the yearly st nicks concert, jubilate V. to support my sister la. she was performing. haha. the whole concert was really good. although we missed the front part because we were standing outside with the other latecomers. but we were in time for my sister's performance! haha. and in the auditorium there were abt 50 girls for every guy you see. haha. i love all girls environments man. makes me feel safe, somehow. and has the standard of st nicks performing arts groups always been this high or have they improved tremendously in recent years? haha. because the concert this year was really really outstanding. every single group put up a really mindblowing performance. and there were of course hilarious glitches that comes with every large scale event organized by a group of relatively young girls. hahaha.
thought i was going to have a pretty dull weekend. but at e last min joanne called me for shopping ytd. haha. shopping was good man. we hardly bought anything but we saw lots and lots and lots and lots of nice stuff! and im so going to get that gorgeous fossil watch we saw. its killing me not to have it man. haha. why didnt i buy it ytd! nvm its never too late. here i come, you big beautiful watch! (: and eunice bought me a box of our fav liquor chocs :):):) i love you dear! they're as nice as i rmbred man :):):)
update again after the weekend is over. i wanna watch sex and the city!!!!
a star fell from the sky;
12:40 PM
